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One who resists

By Ras ~

Well now, this may not sound like a testimonial but nevertheless I want to give out, anyway

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I was born, baptised and raised in a Christian background. It was because of my mother, that I was brought in this sort of upbringing. I went to nearly every sermon on Sundays and Wednesday nights, and always got taught lessons through Bible scripture.

But everyone has a dark side... and of all my 'now' former-Christian family (parents have left, due to divorce and church-brought slander), I had the biggest one of them all. I may have learned a lot of interesting facts about Y'shua (the original name for Jesus) and all his works, but I was never interested in the 66 books and thus I was never interested in 'Him' in-depth.

Another factor of the dark side was that I was interested in other things rather than Yahweh. I wanted to do a lot of things, because of founded it quite boring and dull. Christian music? bloody words, like Holy Holy Holy are just annoying (I mean seriously, get a 'lil creative guys) and lacking taste. So I left the church once and for all at February of this year.

All I hear from my 'once' Christian mates is that they say 'oh we'll be praying for you' and 'you should come to church again'. Sorry, guys but I had enough of Y'shua whether I know Him enough or not. Your freedom is a lie; a cover for the dictatorship of one who just wants to make things for HIM! I don't care if hell exists or not, I will never submit to that 'thing'... even if I feel a void in my heart.

Even if creation may be proven right... I doubt Yahweh exists.

(PS- the other thing I hate about Christianity is that it's been Westernized... and when it comes to preaching crap like that to other cultures... that's just not right at all)