One who resists
By Ras ~
Well now, this may not sound like a testimonial but nevertheless I want to give out, anyway
Image via WikipediaI was born, baptised and raised in a Christian background. It was because of my mother, that I was brought in this sort of upbringing. I went to nearly every sermon on Sundays and Wednesday nights, and always got taught lessons through Bible scripture.
But everyone has a dark side... and of all my 'now' former-Christian family (parents have left, due to divorce and church-brought slander), I had the biggest one of them all. I may have learned a lot of interesting facts about Y'shua (the original name for Jesus) and all his works, but I was never interested in the 66 books and thus I was never interested in 'Him' in-depth.
Another factor of the dark side was that I was interested in other things rather than Yahweh. I wanted to do a lot of things, because of founded it quite boring and dull. Christian music? bloody words, like Holy Holy Holy are just annoying (I mean seriously, get a 'lil creative guys) and lacking taste. So I left the church once and for all at February of this year.
All I hear from my 'once' Christian mates is that they say 'oh we'll be praying for you' and 'you should come to church again'. Sorry, guys but I had enough of Y'shua whether I know Him enough or not. Your freedom is a lie; a cover for the dictatorship of one who just wants to make things for HIM! I don't care if hell exists or not, I will never submit to that 'thing'... even if I feel a void in my heart.
Even if creation may be proven right... I doubt Yahweh exists.
(PS- the other thing I hate about Christianity is that it's been Westernized... and when it comes to preaching crap like that to other cultures... that's just not right at all)
Well now, this may not sound like a testimonial but nevertheless I want to give out, anyway
Image via WikipediaBut everyone has a dark side... and of all my 'now' former-Christian family (parents have left, due to divorce and church-brought slander), I had the biggest one of them all. I may have learned a lot of interesting facts about Y'shua (the original name for Jesus) and all his works, but I was never interested in the 66 books and thus I was never interested in 'Him' in-depth.
Another factor of the dark side was that I was interested in other things rather than Yahweh. I wanted to do a lot of things, because of founded it quite boring and dull. Christian music? bloody words, like Holy Holy Holy are just annoying (I mean seriously, get a 'lil creative guys) and lacking taste. So I left the church once and for all at February of this year.
All I hear from my 'once' Christian mates is that they say 'oh we'll be praying for you' and 'you should come to church again'. Sorry, guys but I had enough of Y'shua whether I know Him enough or not. Your freedom is a lie; a cover for the dictatorship of one who just wants to make things for HIM! I don't care if hell exists or not, I will never submit to that 'thing'... even if I feel a void in my heart.
Even if creation may be proven right... I doubt Yahweh exists.
(PS- the other thing I hate about Christianity is that it's been Westernized... and when it comes to preaching crap like that to other cultures... that's just not right at all)
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